If only you could see the tears
In the world you left behind..
If only you could heal my heart
Just one more time..
Even when I close my eyes
Theres an image of your face..
Once again I come to realise
I’ll have to live to make you live..
But I will give my life away
If you don’t wish me to smile..
Because my heart keeps asking you
What on earth will you do about me, love..
What will you do..
To bring me back to live..
What will you do..
Except coming to me..
What will you do..
You have no choice left..
As I have no hope left…
When this began..
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused..
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me..
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Nothing to lose..
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused..
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I..
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose..
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own..
In our gazes,
of presents and pasts
darkness lasts—
as far as where horizons
tell ends from the starts
darkness lasts—
We hear footsteps,
approaching us and leaving us
we hear things falling
and breaking into parts.
We sit helplessly
in the cold chest of blindness
with hands on our hearts
where darkness lasts—
We listen to marching warriors,
to bugles and to hollers.
We listen to the echoes
from pulpits and from bars
We listen to the whispers
of earth, seas and forests
we hear claps and praises
for some magician’s crafts
and moans from hospital wards
with hands on our hearts
where darkness lasts—
Now and then we venture,
to stand on our feet
we take on the adventure
of stepping into unseen lands
on our way we stumble
over others still sitting
in the cold chest of blindness
on our invisible paths
with hands on their hearts
where darkness lasts—
I stood by the window
With good reasons to curse
For life was turning from bad to worse
I wondered how could anyone preserve his morality
When all around is disloyalty.
When people around you are all so corrupt
How could it not be your principle and values disrupt
I looked outside keeping aside my plight
When suddenly i saw a wonderful sight.
Far away on a small flower bed
Grew a little rose,so bright and red
The rose with thorns was completely surrounded
Yet in pleasant fragrance it fully abounded.
Beside there was a pond with weeds of every kind
In grew a lotus of colour rare to find
Surroundings too filthy,smell really awful
Yet the lotus bloomed,radiant and beautiful.
In an atmosphere conducive and fine
everything would glitter and shine
But living in hell and doom
Its really creditable to bloom.
Look at lotus,look at rose
Its allways the beauty,wherever it grows
I’ve been through this
A thousand and one times before
And I refuse
To feel this anymore.
In the playground
Their game had me as meat
While they trampled on me
With their words and with their feet.
Out around town
Abuse and torment
Sinful faces that I know
Will never repent.
And still, even now
That the past is in the past
You’d think the abuse
Would be over at last?
But I still live in fear
Of these people I come across
It seems to be always their gain …
And eternally my loss..
We were Inseparable,
The times we were together
We Wouldd play all day and talk all night
Like Two Feathers Of a Bird,
We were, Sometimes So lonely,
The times we were Apart,
But Prayed to God for one another
With earnest from our hearts.
We were often In deep Distress
The times We weren’t together.
But you stayed close, I Held your hand
We braved life’s Stormy Weather,
We are inseparable,
The times we are together -
Your influence upon my life
Makes me live for the better,
Still I Miss those Days,
When We Were Together
Come Back,
Atleast For The Sake Of My Love
He doesn’t share the same pain i do
I still wanna be with you
you don’t share the same pain i do
you don’t think about me..
I spend every second of my day thinking About you
You don’t share the same pain i do
You don’t replay all the memories over in Your head
I’m telling you, you don’t share the same Pain i do
You really don’t understand my pain
I have to lie to everyone
I have to hide everything everyday
I’m walking, talking a lie
You don’t understand the pain I’m in
We don’t share the same pain ..
My tears can fool the rain
My heart still feels the pain
I’ve cried an ocean of tears
My heart is still filled with fears
They say trust is hard to take
But ever so easy to break
They say broken trust can’t be taken back,
But i hope you can see through the black
Your words cut through and now it’s messed
And the fact that you can’t trust me
I’ve Lost Who I am, I Don’t Know What To Be
Ready to scream,
Ready to kill,
Hurt and bleed…
I know i will,
Meet my eyes,
With your’s,
Cry myself to sleep at night,
And you seem to be the cause,
Pick up my knife,
On my wrist now a slash,
You tore my heart out,
Trampled on it like trash,
Im a mess…
But you don’t care,
You meet my eyes…
Then leave me to stare,
Do you want me to cry for you!
For the rest of my life??
Or would you rather me…
Pick up the gun or a knife?
Coz right now death seems,
To be the quickest way,
To give my heart a rest…
And take away my pain..
Ticking of the clock seconds elapsed
It tickles my heart reminds me of the past
Unknowingly tears fallen and aching my heart..
Breath away my soul do not cry
See the beauty of surroundings
Enjoy every minute of this universe
Every heartbreak there’s always a try
Give your soul another chance to life,
One lost love thousands coming
Never deny the beauty of life
The madness happens it challenge us
Be brave crying soul be warrior of your own life..
All those tears and heartbreak gone when you know,
Crying soul do not hide and run
It’s your own heart you can’t run..