Will I ever be the same again?
Will I ever get past all these lies?
Will I ever open my eyes?
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies
Will I ever be able to cry again?
Will I ever be able to love again?
Will I ever be able to sing again?
Will I ever be free again?
Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips…
Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all?
And when I am lying on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling
Do you enjoy my pain?
If I close my eyes
I can almost feel
Your gentle hand on my cheek
Or your caring arms around my waist
If I close my eyes
I can almost hear
Your wonderful laughter
Or your soft voice
Telling me you love me
If I close my eyes
I can almost see
Your sincere eyes staring at me
Or your sweet hand weaved into mine
If I close my eyes
I can almost be
In your arms again
Or just be
In love with you completely
If I close my eyes
I can do a lot of things
But every time i close them,
I have to REMEMBER reality
and open them again ..
If I could write our love
It would be a poem that never ends
With every line rhymed to perfection
And each word would shine like gems
If I could write our love
It would be with permanent ink
Something that could never smear
Even if to the bottom of the ocean it did sink
If I could write our love
To show the romance our relationship that was sent from above
It would be typed in the cursive of French Script
And the paper would be white, pure and crisp as a dove
If I could write our love
It would be a great piece of art
It would be kept away from everything
So it could never be torn apart
If I could write our love
I would be the proudest author alive
I would publish the poem right away
With you right by my side
But never could I write our love
For it’s the most indescribable thing and there’s nothing better
And where do I end a poem
With a topic that goes on forever
Nazar andaz kaise kare aapko,
Nazro me bithaya hai aapko,
Yaad aane par roye bhi to kaise,
Darte hai kahi Jhuki Palke chubh na jaaye aapko..!!!
Aasuon ke girne ki aahat nahi hoti
Dil ke tutne ki aawaz nahi hoti
Agar hota khuda ko ehsaas dard ka
To use dard dene ki aadat nahi hoti
Aaj patthar ka jikra chhed kar ye kya kar diya
Mere soye huye dard ko fir se haraa kar diya
Ab tak padaa tha kisi kone me ik laash bankar
Meri maut ke zakhm ko aur bhi gehra kar diya
Ek dil mere dil ko jalan de gaya,
Zindagi mujhe jeene ka kafan de gaya…
Laakho phulon me se ek phul chuna hamne,
Jo kaanto se gehri chubhan de gaya….
Sameto sitaro ko hatho me apne,
Bahut dur tak raat hi raat hogi,
Musafir hai hum bhi musafir ho tum bhi,
Kahi na kahi to mulakat hogi !
Hamse koi gila ho jaaye to maaf karna,
Yaad na kar paaye to maaf karna,
Dil se to hum apko kabhi bhulte hi nahi,
Par ye dil hi ruk jaaye to maaf karna.
Hum apne aap par kabhi garur nahi karte,
Kisiko dosti karne par majbur nahi karte,
Magar jise ek baar dil me bassale fir,
Marte dum tak ushe dil se dur nahi karte.
Humein aasuo se zakhmon ko dhona nahi aata,
Milti hai khushi to use khona nahi aata,
Seh lete hain har gum haske,
Log kehte hain humein rona nahi aata.
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their Family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber. "I’m afraid I’m the bearer of bad news," he said as he surveyed the worried faces.
"The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain Transplant. It’s an experimental procedure, very risky but it is the only hope. Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the Brain Yourselves."
The family members sat silently as they absorbed the news. After a great Length of time, someone asked, "Well, how much does a brain cost?" The doctor quickly responded, "R s 50,000 for a male brain, and R s 200 for a Female brain."
The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding Eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man unable to Control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask, "Why is the male brain so much more?"
The doctor smiled at the childish innocence and explained to the entire Group, "It’s just standard pricing procedure. We have to mark down the Price of the female brains, because they’ve actually been used, the male Brains are hardly ever used by the owners. So they are as good as new"