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    Words Cant Describe How I feel

    Posted By Sheela Mishra on June 21, 2009

    Will I ever be the same again
    Will I ever get past all these lies
    Will I ever open my eyes
    And see that you are nothing
    Nothing but lies

    Will I ever be able to cry again
    Will I ever be able to love again
    Will I ever be able to sing again
    Will I ever be free again

    Free of your lies
    Free of your seduction
    Free of your lips
    Pressed against my unwilling lips…

    Do you want to seduce me
    Into doing what you may?
    Nay, I say, I will not fall
    I will not let you take over
    While I lose it all

    And when I am lieing on the floor
    Screaming for air
    Losing my mind
    And crying out for help
    You just stand there smiling

    Do you enjoy my pain?

    If I Close My Eyes Forever..

    Posted By Sheela Mishra on June 21, 2009

    If  i close my eyes
    I can almost feel
    Your gentle hand on my cheek
    Or your caring arms around my waist

    If  i close my eyes
    I can almost hear
    Your wonderful laughter
    Or your soft voice
    Telling me you love me

    If i close my eyes
    I can almost see
    Your sincere eyes staring at me
    Or your sweet hand weaved into mine

    If i close my eyes
    I can almost be
    In your arms again
    Or just be
    In love with you completely

    If i close my eyes
    I can do a lot of things
    But every time i close them,
    I have to REMEMBER reality-
    and open them again ..

    If I Could Write My Love For U

    Posted By Sheela Mishra on June 21, 2009

    If I could write our love
    it would be a poem that never ends
    with every line rhymed to perfection
    and each word would shine like gems

    If I could write our love
    it would be with permanent ink
    something that could never smear
    even if to the bottom of the ocean it did sink

    If I could write our love
    to show the romance our relationship that was sent from above
    it would be typed in the cursive of French Script
    and the paper would be white, pure and crisp as a dove

    If I could write our love
    it would be a great piece of art
    it would be kept away from everything
    so it could never be torn apart

    If I could write our love
    I would be the proudest author alive
    I would publish the poem right away
    with you right by my side

    But never could I write our love
    for it’s the most indescribable thing and there’s nothing better
    and where do I end a poem
    with a topic that goes on forever

    Nazar andaz kaise kare aapko

    Posted By Sheela Mishra on June 19, 2009

    Nazar andaz kaise kare aapko,
    Nazro me bithaya hai aapko,
    Yaad aane par roye bhi to kaise,
    Darte hai kahi Jhuki Palke chubh na jaaye aapko..!!!

    Aasuon ke girne ki aahat nahi hoti
    Dil ke tutne ki aawaz nahi hoti
    Agar hota khuda ko ehsaas dard ka
    To use dard dene ki aadat nahi hoti

    Aaj patthar ka jikra chhed kar ye kya kar diya
    Mere soye huye dard ko fir se haraa kar diya
    Ab tak padaa tha kisi kone me ik laash bankar
    Meri maut ke zakhm ko aur bhi gehra kar diya

    Ek dil mere dil ko jalan de gaya,
    Zindagi mujhe jeene ka kafan de gaya…
    Laakho phulon me se ek phul chuna hamne,
    Jo kaanto se gehri chubhan de gaya….

    Posted By Sheela Mishra on June 19, 2009

    Sameto sitaro ko hatho me apne,
    Bahut dur tak raat hi raat hogi,
    Musafir hai hum bhi musafir ho tum bhi,
    Kahi na kahi to mulakat hogi !

    Hamse koi gila ho jaaye to maaf karna,
    Yaad na kar paaye to maaf karna,
    Dil se to hum apko kabhi bhulte hi nahi,
    Par ye dil hi ruk jaaye to maaf karna.

    Hum apne aap par kabhi garur nahi karte,
    Kisiko dosti karne par majbur nahi karte,
    Magar jise ek baar dil me bassale fir,
    Marte dum tak ushe dil se dur nahi karte.

    Humein aasuo se zakhmon ko dhona nahi aata,
    Milti
    hai khushi to use khona nahi aata,
    Seh
    lete hain har gum haske,
    Log
    kehte hain humein rona nahi aata.